some tears and reflections

yesterdeii,,,

it used to be a day to go to the wedding ceremony of ms. rosi's sista, ms. iin (now, mrs. iin ;))

then, there was a misunderstanding between my family (mum, dad, didout) and i. few days ago, i told mum n dad that i couldn't go to the wedding ceremony. but then, i realized that i could go. then i told them i could.

then, on the day, they didn't pick me up.

they forgot that i said i could come.

oh no.

they came to the ceremony without me.

i was so disappointed, when mum n dad said they can't came back to pick me up because it takes time, and d ceremony has begun. they can't leave, because they're the ushers. they told me that it was okay not to come to the party.

mum n dad, they 're mad. and so am i.

then i start crying. my brother ferry called me, and said whether i could ask a friend to take me to the wedding. i said there was no one could take me to the party. i was sooo disappointed.

then i just cried and said to Padre,,

how could this happen?

He always be my truly fren which have a shoulder for me 2 cry on.

Dad....

then i knew.

is this what they feel?

when i hurt them. i often hurt them too. i often make them disappointed. is this what mum and dad feel when i made them sad?

Daddy..
how can they not hate me after all? i often, often made them disappointed. and when they disappointed me once, i am mad. how could mum and dad be so patient to me? i don't know..

Padre,
thank you so much, for making me realized. thank you for the family You gave. thank you for everything. i love You. i love mum and dad. i love mas ferry. i love didut.

Padre,
thank you.......