Dad,
miss U :)
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
hey Dad...
Dad, am i addicted to U?
when i stand beside U, everything seems to be okay.
i feel like i have no worry, no pain, no fear about tomorrow. but when i am far from U, why can't i survive?
Dad, i know that U've made me a better person. i could be better when i stay with U. but when im far from U, i become a bad, useless person.
i think i can't be a good person without Ya.
will U teach me, Dad?
as long as i stay close to U, i am save....
when i stand beside U, everything seems to be okay.
i feel like i have no worry, no pain, no fear about tomorrow. but when i am far from U, why can't i survive?
Dad, i know that U've made me a better person. i could be better when i stay with U. but when im far from U, i become a bad, useless person.
i think i can't be a good person without Ya.
will U teach me, Dad?
as long as i stay close to U, i am save....
Sunday, July 6, 2008
some tears and reflections
yesterdeii,,,
it used to be a day to go to the wedding ceremony of ms. rosi's sista, ms. iin (now, mrs. iin ;))
then, there was a misunderstanding between my family (mum, dad, didout) and i. few days ago, i told mum n dad that i couldn't go to the wedding ceremony. but then, i realized that i could go. then i told them i could.
then, on the day, they didn't pick me up.
they forgot that i said i could come.
oh no.
they came to the ceremony without me.
i was so disappointed, when mum n dad said they can't came back to pick me up because it takes time, and d ceremony has begun. they can't leave, because they're the ushers. they told me that it was okay not to come to the party.
mum n dad, they 're mad. and so am i.
then i start crying. my brother ferry called me, and said whether i could ask a friend to take me to the wedding. i said there was no one could take me to the party. i was sooo disappointed.
then i just cried and said to Padre,,
how could this happen?
He always be my truly fren which have a shoulder for me 2 cry on.
Dad....
then i knew.
is this what they feel?
when i hurt them. i often hurt them too. i often make them disappointed. is this what mum and dad feel when i made them sad?
Daddy..
how can they not hate me after all? i often, often made them disappointed. and when they disappointed me once, i am mad. how could mum and dad be so patient to me? i don't know..
Padre,
thank you so much, for making me realized. thank you for the family You gave. thank you for everything. i love You. i love mum and dad. i love mas ferry. i love didut.
Padre,
thank you.......
it used to be a day to go to the wedding ceremony of ms. rosi's sista, ms. iin (now, mrs. iin ;))
then, there was a misunderstanding between my family (mum, dad, didout) and i. few days ago, i told mum n dad that i couldn't go to the wedding ceremony. but then, i realized that i could go. then i told them i could.
then, on the day, they didn't pick me up.
they forgot that i said i could come.
oh no.
they came to the ceremony without me.
i was so disappointed, when mum n dad said they can't came back to pick me up because it takes time, and d ceremony has begun. they can't leave, because they're the ushers. they told me that it was okay not to come to the party.
mum n dad, they 're mad. and so am i.
then i start crying. my brother ferry called me, and said whether i could ask a friend to take me to the wedding. i said there was no one could take me to the party. i was sooo disappointed.
then i just cried and said to Padre,,
how could this happen?
He always be my truly fren which have a shoulder for me 2 cry on.
Dad....
then i knew.
is this what they feel?
when i hurt them. i often hurt them too. i often make them disappointed. is this what mum and dad feel when i made them sad?
Daddy..
how can they not hate me after all? i often, often made them disappointed. and when they disappointed me once, i am mad. how could mum and dad be so patient to me? i don't know..
Padre,
thank you so much, for making me realized. thank you for the family You gave. thank you for everything. i love You. i love mum and dad. i love mas ferry. i love didut.
Padre,
thank you.......
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