Dad,
miss U :)
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
hey Dad...
Dad, am i addicted to U?
when i stand beside U, everything seems to be okay.
i feel like i have no worry, no pain, no fear about tomorrow. but when i am far from U, why can't i survive?
Dad, i know that U've made me a better person. i could be better when i stay with U. but when im far from U, i become a bad, useless person.
i think i can't be a good person without Ya.
will U teach me, Dad?
as long as i stay close to U, i am save....
when i stand beside U, everything seems to be okay.
i feel like i have no worry, no pain, no fear about tomorrow. but when i am far from U, why can't i survive?
Dad, i know that U've made me a better person. i could be better when i stay with U. but when im far from U, i become a bad, useless person.
i think i can't be a good person without Ya.
will U teach me, Dad?
as long as i stay close to U, i am save....
Sunday, July 6, 2008
some tears and reflections
yesterdeii,,,
it used to be a day to go to the wedding ceremony of ms. rosi's sista, ms. iin (now, mrs. iin ;))
then, there was a misunderstanding between my family (mum, dad, didout) and i. few days ago, i told mum n dad that i couldn't go to the wedding ceremony. but then, i realized that i could go. then i told them i could.
then, on the day, they didn't pick me up.
they forgot that i said i could come.
oh no.
they came to the ceremony without me.
i was so disappointed, when mum n dad said they can't came back to pick me up because it takes time, and d ceremony has begun. they can't leave, because they're the ushers. they told me that it was okay not to come to the party.
mum n dad, they 're mad. and so am i.
then i start crying. my brother ferry called me, and said whether i could ask a friend to take me to the wedding. i said there was no one could take me to the party. i was sooo disappointed.
then i just cried and said to Padre,,
how could this happen?
He always be my truly fren which have a shoulder for me 2 cry on.
Dad....
then i knew.
is this what they feel?
when i hurt them. i often hurt them too. i often make them disappointed. is this what mum and dad feel when i made them sad?
Daddy..
how can they not hate me after all? i often, often made them disappointed. and when they disappointed me once, i am mad. how could mum and dad be so patient to me? i don't know..
Padre,
thank you so much, for making me realized. thank you for the family You gave. thank you for everything. i love You. i love mum and dad. i love mas ferry. i love didut.
Padre,
thank you.......
it used to be a day to go to the wedding ceremony of ms. rosi's sista, ms. iin (now, mrs. iin ;))
then, there was a misunderstanding between my family (mum, dad, didout) and i. few days ago, i told mum n dad that i couldn't go to the wedding ceremony. but then, i realized that i could go. then i told them i could.
then, on the day, they didn't pick me up.
they forgot that i said i could come.
oh no.
they came to the ceremony without me.
i was so disappointed, when mum n dad said they can't came back to pick me up because it takes time, and d ceremony has begun. they can't leave, because they're the ushers. they told me that it was okay not to come to the party.
mum n dad, they 're mad. and so am i.
then i start crying. my brother ferry called me, and said whether i could ask a friend to take me to the wedding. i said there was no one could take me to the party. i was sooo disappointed.
then i just cried and said to Padre,,
how could this happen?
He always be my truly fren which have a shoulder for me 2 cry on.
Dad....
then i knew.
is this what they feel?
when i hurt them. i often hurt them too. i often make them disappointed. is this what mum and dad feel when i made them sad?
Daddy..
how can they not hate me after all? i often, often made them disappointed. and when they disappointed me once, i am mad. how could mum and dad be so patient to me? i don't know..
Padre,
thank you so much, for making me realized. thank you for the family You gave. thank you for everything. i love You. i love mum and dad. i love mas ferry. i love didut.
Padre,
thank you.......
Thursday, April 24, 2008
wat a wonderful life...(part 2)
6 months ago... i got an accident. and... i broke my leg. hiks.. hiks.. :'(
it made me got bed rest for a moment, and using canes for 6 months.
i really really hated it :(((
then i was just wondering why could it happened to me.......... and i just remained a time when i had a little chat with JC
one day..
i was on the shore with Jesus. He walked in front of me, and i was following Him. i saw some of our footprints, side by side
i asked God
"God... do U love me?"
"don't u realize it?" God asked me.
i said, " i cant feel it, Father. prove it"
then, about two or three months later, the accident happened.
i cant realize anything until He remained me.. that He loves me soooo much. and d accident has opened my eyes, how much He does love me.
after d accident, i stayed @ home, in boyolali, for a few months. i ' m a college student in Jogja. and when i stayed @ home, i've juzz realized that i hv family that love me.. a lot.
i never realized this b4. i never give thanks for this b4. and i know that i never show any love 4 them. for my parents who take care of me since i was a baby until now. for my broters.
He showed me wat a wonderful life that i got. a loving family, the best that He gave me. He always gives the best.
i dunno how many kids out there, living without family , living without parents. and me, who is very lucky to have them, never give thanks for it. never make them be happier bcaz of me. i did many things that hurt my family.
i love my family......
it made me got bed rest for a moment, and using canes for 6 months.
i really really hated it :(((
then i was just wondering why could it happened to me.......... and i just remained a time when i had a little chat with JC
one day..
i was on the shore with Jesus. He walked in front of me, and i was following Him. i saw some of our footprints, side by side
i asked God
"God... do U love me?"
"don't u realize it?" God asked me.
i said, " i cant feel it, Father. prove it"
then, about two or three months later, the accident happened.
i cant realize anything until He remained me.. that He loves me soooo much. and d accident has opened my eyes, how much He does love me.
after d accident, i stayed @ home, in boyolali, for a few months. i ' m a college student in Jogja. and when i stayed @ home, i've juzz realized that i hv family that love me.. a lot.
i never realized this b4. i never give thanks for this b4. and i know that i never show any love 4 them. for my parents who take care of me since i was a baby until now. for my broters.
He showed me wat a wonderful life that i got. a loving family, the best that He gave me. He always gives the best.
i dunno how many kids out there, living without family , living without parents. and me, who is very lucky to have them, never give thanks for it. never make them be happier bcaz of me. i did many things that hurt my family.
i love my family......
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
wat a wonderful life...
hello...
this is my first post.
and ow, im bad in english. but i'd like 2 speak english :D hehehheh....
first thing i wanna say is thanks to Jesus Christ my helper, my best friend that won't let me 2 b alone, a Father that i trust and count on.
thanks 4 giving me a wonderful life... the best gift i ever received... :)
this is my first post.
and ow, im bad in english. but i'd like 2 speak english :D hehehheh....
first thing i wanna say is thanks to Jesus Christ my helper, my best friend that won't let me 2 b alone, a Father that i trust and count on.
thanks 4 giving me a wonderful life... the best gift i ever received... :)
Friday, April 18, 2008
anyonghaseo.... : )
hi everybody...
im nana, and here is a little post about my life, my adventure with Him, and people that i love so much..........
im nana, and here is a little post about my life, my adventure with Him, and people that i love so much..........
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